Saturday, April 12, 2008

I pray and wish to...

I've been busy to keep things on track. My exams and my life. Things go wrong one day,and I just bleak from my usual self. I'm a survivor. A strong girl inside with hope to have preseverance outside.A girl,a hope and dream. I wish I could turn back time,to correct things and appreciate me. I've dream to drive my car with a satisfaction that I live my life. That I have appreciate other people too. Sometimes truth is harder than you thik. So here goes,I'm facing the truth right now. Praying that things will get better and doing everything right. Wishing that success is just around the corner...

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

the truth about charlie...

Being a girl,having it's own opinion,thoughts and principe makes you a bit hard to be accept in the society. Even your own family. But my mother she never let me be the naive type of girl. She let me speak,think and create. She,herself is being taught in a conservative way. Thus she never want the same thing for me. I love her. She always take lessson out of life, never easy to surrender and a tough survivor. For me,man is unreliable.Love is what makes you accept the fact of being human being,we are never perfect. I don't blame men. They are what they are. And woman complete the cycle. I do love my father and brother. But it never teach me to appreciate them. I guess you feel useless to love a person cause they never accept you the way you are. But they want us to accept them. This,the fact about love makes me tired to be the one who always sacrifise my own feeling. I feel pain. and yes,love always soothe it out.
sarah.