Can't help myself when...

I've been writing blog since I've been signing in. But just in my head. I guess that my hands need to move lso. Hehe. Well,let see, my time begin to shorten and every seconds count. Exam is just around the corner,OMG!!! Ok... what to do? what to do? That's why... every seconds count...

let the water flow and the wind blow...

There's nothing I like more than wake up with a cup of tea to warm my hand in the cold morning.I love the idea of having time to spare with nothing to worry about.But relity is I have to make sure my education is secured,money comes every month for the food on the tables and a place where I call home. Ironic? No,it's basicly real life. Having this photographic dream makes me a realistic person. I grew up normally just like everybody else.

Then teenage time hit where you have to battle the personality and pressure of peers. To be in or out.Growing up means a lot for a simple teenage like me. Learn,get a degree,don't do drugs and work to gain your own wealth and comfort for living. Then SLE came. I gone through a very hard life for 5 years. Now I on the sixth year as SLE patient. I was determine to live. For what reasons? For dreams. For the idea of living good and appreciate this wonderful life. For the reality of I have no reason to loose hope. For that,I survive and began helping others who had the same disease. Lupus disease can be control. It helps me to be a better me.With more meaningful life and more than a degree. I learn to love,live and satisfied with all the things that I had taken for granted.

For my mum,I love her more than anything in this world. I have grown up from all the experience. With her,I also learn that time is very forgiving...