Monday, December 10, 2012

To be whole again.


Simple question. Before SLE I would list millions things. Millions. After SLE, I am not sure anymore. This part of me, my healths really shift my life thoroughly. The choices I made, the options I have to list, the dreams that I have to let go. The reality that I need or actually force myself to accept.

It's overwhelming.

I am scared sometimes. Of uncertainties. Of promises. Because life is unexpected.

To find a good friend in life, is something I treasured. I thank Allah for a superb family and friends support. I wouldn't ask more from them. Their understanding, their support and love. I am grateful to meet these jewels in my life. Thank you my dearest family and friend.


The part of my life previously is all about achieving goals. I forget about being happy. And to define happiness is something I am learning now. I am glad that I love working hard and smart in achieving my goals.

But I need to install more meaning in my goals and happiness in it. =)

I need to dream again. With a smile in my heart and face.

There will be people who said you never be a good enough or mock your effort. I am praying and hoping that I will meet more people that inspire positive people and actually helps to build better character. I am glad that I am meeting a lot more inspiring people.

There are bigger world out there. And God has always a better plan for me.


I want to strike a balance in every part of my life. A humble servant of Allah, happy & more grateful person, SLE and my health manageable, successful career, great relations with great people and improving everyday. Enjoying my life and sincerely improving for Allah. I want to be His successful servant dunia and akhirat.

I used to be so specifics in my goals and it somehow pressured me so much. now I did specified it but with more understanding on how to deal with goals.

Target/goals or ambitions can be a motivating factor. It should have a 'push' or driven energy for you to take action. But never stressed or burn you out. Knowing how to deal with goal/ambition is a major bonus when it comes to the pursuit of success.

Comfort is never an option when you want to pursue goals/ambitions. Plus with courage to put your goal in action. Alhamdulillah, for now I learn to chill and enjoy the moment. But yeah, am going to work smarter and harder to achieve my best in life especially to gain Allah's bless.

InsyaAllah. Introduction to working world is a good experience as it toughen me up and shaping me for the better. I love to see a glass half full. And trying to satisfy people is an option I have toss aside forever. It's never an option.

Thank you Allah for the best lesson in life. Alhamdulillah.

p/s: I am a blogger who reads other blogs a lot. Now having fun reading foodblogs reviews and lifestyle blogs. Am exploring interior design,motivation and travel blogs. Thank you people that reads my humbling rants here.


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